I dreamed that I was begging you to go out with me.. You came over to my place and there's ppl in my place. I was busy talking to others and when I looked for you, you were with a guy behaving intimately and I saw you clipping your bra. It's like both of you just make out. I was jealous.
The next moment we board the MRT, you were happily talking to that guy and I was with my friends.
I went to you and said "You're suppose to spend the day with me. Are you spending your time with TCH or this guy?"
You Replied "This guy"
I was broken
I cried out "Why do you play a fool with me? You come and you go, I'm not your toy, I have emotions. If you want me to get out of your life just tell me! and I'll go! ..." so on and so forth(I cant rmb). I only know I was losing it.
Your whole attitude seem so different, It seems like you don't care for me AT ALL and you just want me out of your life.
Your new guy acts like a jerk while I was talking it out with you so I delivered a hateful punch to him across the face.
I screamed out, "I'll kill all your boyfriends!"
and you replied, "Then I'll just find another one."
After that, I woke up feeling very scared, insecure and heartbroken.
I wish I have you right beside me to hug me and tell me that what happened in the dream is not going to happen.
But I realize that.. there's some reality to the dream.
I am too attached to you, you're really everything I wanted.
I really feel very down and this feeling doesn't feel good.
Please help me :'(
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