Disappointment

You said "It seems like I've been the biggest disappointment in your life."
Indeed you are.. because you are the most important person in my life.

I remember one day you asked me to sleep early. I stay up late because I was hoping that you'll call me, but you didn't.



I know I can never escape from disappointments. Others would tell me, "keep on trying", "it's not end of everything" and all the encouragement words. It somehow lift the burden of mine, however deep down inside me, No. I can't take it. It's just too painful.

I appreciate all the advices. At least It let me know, people around me cares about me and I have shoulders to cry on.

Maybe Like you say, I put up high hopes and when It doesn't go the way i thought it'll be, I'll get disappointed. I dare not hope that you'll get back to me, because I'm afraid to be disappointed again.